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I started an OnlyFans.
I started an OnlyFans.
I started a membership on the OnlyFans platform.
Depending on where you are, that's just bleeped out, but I'm sure you fucking figured it out. And people are gonna have some sort of reaction to it. Look at my crinkle makeup. People are gonna have some sort of reaction to it.
So, oh, let's talk about why. Why I started an OnlyFans. I started an OnlyFans because I have been creating content for 11 years.
And I made that content creation in some situation my full-time job 10 years ago. And in those 10 years, the censorship that I have experienced and ultimately submitted to, I just can't fucking do it anymore. I just can't submit anymore. I just am done. Did you know that I can't biologically talk about my hysterectomy
without it being deemed explicit and inappropriate content? My body, I used to do lots of slutty things with my body and then I got pregnant and it wasn't a problem. Oh, and then I got pregnant and was posting the same kind of photos and then it was a problem. Then we had to censor my body and then, *set me free* I had changes in my body.Ā Because I became a mother and because I did things which is what we're supposed to and told we're supposed to do but "don't see or show your body after that. We don't we don't like it or want it anymore."
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And since my hysterectomy, healing in my creative body and embodying my body and being 36 years old and getting like into my body has been the key to me like actually in my DNA feeling and integrating and experiencing healing. I've been on this healing fucking journey adventureĀ for 10 years and had like big shifts in my brain and big shifts in how I experience things. But I had yet to experience a shift and change in my body and really feeling healed until I got into healing my creative body.
And so, we picked that membership site because it is a place that the censoring does not happen in the same way. It is a place where I can makeĀ my content without worried about what I'm saying and whether or not the video will be open for posting.
I also went there because I just don't want to work for free anymore. For 11 years I have been giving away mass amounts of content for free on the regular and I just am not going to work for free in the same way anymore. And in the same way I talked about not being censored and wanting to go place and experiencing equal energy exchange.Ā I also want to be clear on a commitment I'm making...that is 10 years ago when I called off my wedding and outed myself to the internet that I was not fucking okay and that I was really unhappy in my life and all of the things that I outed myself for. I also made the commitment that I wasn't gonna bullshit on the internet anymore, that I wasn't gonna lie or pretend that something wasĀ or that I was something that I wasn't, or that things were okay when they weren't. And a further commitment I am making to that is in uncensoring myself, I'm also committing to not censoring myself, not censoring my body, getting to post and create content and share pictures because we are on that site and we will for sure be sharing pictures, eventually videos. There's titty titty tap tap right now, which is tapping, but topless.Ā It's so good. It's so good. But eventually videos of some sort, though there is boundaries, portals, you don't get to see them. Anyway. And in the commitment to doing so, not censoring my body either. I do not, nor will I ever get a Botox filler, plastic surgery.
In my photos, I will not edit out my cottage cheese.Ā What is even that? The cellulite on my ass, the wrinkles and folds in my body, 444 on the clock. And today when I took my first set of photos, full frontal nudity, for the first time I'd ever taken photos full frontal nudity. And it was so interesting while taking photos that instead of trying to go flat, like taking up space, and I'm going over there for a lot of like body liberation reasons. I...I know I live in a pretty machine. Oh, and we're not supposed to say that. I'm not supposed to know. Yet, I've experienced this like, objectification my entire life that if you were a certain kind of pretty that fits into a certain kind of packaging, then you become kind of an object for everybody. But then as soon as you start to benefit or take ownership of that objectification, it becomes a problem. Fuck that. I'm not playing that game. And I am takingĀ ownership of my experience and my creativity and how I want to express myself in the world. In a way that says I'm not doing by the rules anymore. In a way that says like I don't fucking care if I'm palatable or relatable or whatever anymore. Which I haven't ever really much but some.
AndĀ I'm really excited to get to do what I've already been doing, to get to create how I've already been creating, to get to share how I've already been sharing, but do it without the censoring, do it without the editing of myself and the watering down and getting to offer really, really, really, really, really good shit, really good shit in creative body healing and in liberation and in integration in a way thatĀ I just can't in other places.
And we get to have really fun energy exchange. I get to create one-on-one offers and one-on-one engagement in a way that's not accessible otherwise, in a way that just gets to feel fun and juicy and exciting. And that's why I'm going here, is because my life, I'm feeling bored. And this feels fun and juicy and exciting.
And so if you want more fun, juicy in your life,Ā I invite you to come play with me. There is a seven day free subscription to see what the thing is. And it is being utilized in a way that's probably different in your brain because that's how I do things. We just go in and break the rules and do things differently than we're told to and expected and think we're allowed to. Cause there are no rules. There are truly no fucking rules. None, not a single one. They're all made up.
So.Ā I'm looking forward to seeing you over in the space to come and play.Ā Yeah.
I love you.
Thank you for being here.
